I think when we met, there weren't problems with us knowing who's who. You said "I've got problems", but i knew that this wasn't one of them. Everyone said i changed, but i ignored them because i felt alive, driving into you.

I remember all the nights spent by the bathtub. First i'd want to call you and tell you i love you, but then i didn't want to hear you because i know i'd realise that i don't have something that i need. And all night, i'd see how many cuts it would take to realise that i can't be anything without driving into you.

And then the time that you smiled and told me, "i couldn't love anyone more than i love you". Whirling around, we laughed because it felt like nothing could ever touch us. Slight of your dress, and a light above our heads. We were happy and we knew it. And at that point, i'd spent forever in your arms, and that great pain in me that never seemed like it would stop bleeding, is all gone, driving into you.

We spent so much of our time asking the same old questions, thoughts were flowing free and we watched them ring and echo in and out for hours. And i never felt alone when i was with you. Friends say i changed whenever i heard your name and i felt so alive, driving into you.

And the blood that used to cover the sheets of my heart stopped flowing that night. It rained so much and we were soaked through to our skin, but we didn't care. We didn't care about anything. And your hair brushed my face for the last time, that we didn't know. You said you had to show me something and told me to wait. And waiting is what i did, waiting for you to come back with something to make me feel complete. And i called your name, and turned the corner to find you losing life, driving into you.

My blood covered hands didn't make up for nights when i was on my own. And you said to me "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry". You said "It's my heart, it's the problem you can't see". And it's true, i forgot how generous i should of been to have you. Because all in a second, changed my life it seems. You fell to the floor and i didn't hear a sound. Your smile, still rosy red but not for all the right reasons this time. You said "I love you, i'm sorry i let you down". And the sirens and lights didn't wake me up because i just wanted to lie here and still dream of you, trying as hard as i can to pretend that i can still feel your warm arms around me, driving into you.

Now, some great pain in me starts to bleed again. I've lost myself to someone that was so beautiful, they couldn't remain in this world. There's nothing left. It's all gone, driving into you.

Driving into you.